Hi guys! I thought I’d let you know I’m doing better! I still have the occasional day where id like to just get it over with but I’m pushing through it! Umm I wanted to let you all know I will not be on until June 13 or a few days later. That’s when exams are done and I really need to focus and get my marks up so I’m in a good spot for exams! If you need to contact me just message me, all messages go to my email so I’ll check them daily to see if I got any! Love you all xx

I’m staying. I got so many messages last night it wasn’t even funny, I never realized how much people cared about me. Thank you all for the support, I’m just taking a slight break because I need time to myself right now. Love you all.

Emma please respond, you're scaring me.
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I’m here for now, don’t worry. Nothing’s final until tomorrow, I’m just going to think it through.

Wait until tomorrow. I'm begging you. Just wait until the morning. Think about it when you aren't in the heat of the moment. I promise you it will help..
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I’ll wait. I’ll let myself simmer down but there’s no promises that I’ll feel any better or have a different mind set on it.

I don't know if your post was about getting off tumblr or getting out of life, but if it's the second one please don't. Please don't. Please please please please please don't. I love you and I'm sure I'm not the only one.
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Second guess would be correct. I know people care but in the long run its not going to make a difference. Yes, people can cheer me up and attempt to help but I’m still going to have to face the same problems day after day.

BUT NO WHY I ENJOY YOU ON MY DASHBOARD EMMA.
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Because I want to get my life over with. I hate it.

Guys Im really sorry but I dont know if I’ll ever be on again. I just don’t know how much longer I’ll be able to take this anymore, life is horrible and I seriously just want it to be over with. I’m sorry. I want to try to get over it and make it better but I’m not sure if I can, if I do Decide not go through with it, ill come and talk but as of right now I don’t know if I’ll ever be back on. Love you all xoxox

I wonder if teachers care. If they sit in class, figuring out who can’t sleep late at night, who gets abused at home, who can’t even face a mirror. I wonder if they care about the effect of the deadlines they set; how much stress their pupils are already under. I wonder if I told the teachers how much I need a break, how much I just need some space from school, how many of them would actually care.

(Source: upsettin-g)

colinmorgs:

sunsburst:

in germany we don’t say “i love you”, we say “lass mich deine weißwurst lutschen” which translates to “without you i can’t breathe”. i think that’s very beautiful.

bonaventure-:

one time in 7th grade i stayed up for 3 days straight just to see if i could. on the third day in history class i watched my hand and pencil warp through my desk and my friend beside me nudged me and said “you’ve been staring at your hand for the past 30 minutes” and ever since i always get enough sleep and you should too